Doesn't matter how much time pass, how much the life changed, i always ending here, maybe with a different feeling, maybe i am a different person, i start just a lonely day or night, procrastinating and trying to leave my mind of my house, trying to don't think on real problems, trying to think that the world is so easy that we are the lonely punk hackers that will change the world, that we will win against the big corps, life isn't that i am not the boy of 14 years that discovered this sites, the pandemic shit change everything, but doesn't matter what everything on the web seems to be dead and olvidado, when the pandemic end i left too, i feel sad because of that, but i got very nice months since, life is good when we don't give a fuck, with alcohol, drugs or maybe just a pack of cigarettes, just forgetting the world and the problems, living in the moment, i don't know what i will do in the future, i don't know if i will have time to talk to my dad and trying to fix all the problems, i don't know, i would like to do music but i need to study because i live in the third world and i'm poor, i have fear of being old and then doesn't have the energy to do the things that i like, to just look back on life and feel sad like i feel now and how i was feeling every time that i come back, maybe the next time the things will be better for everyone