>>6128
She's set a higher base rate for Oxytocin in your Hypothalamous, now it's being deprived since you're out of the relationship and so the come-down is warping reality in the opposite direction to the way the Oxytocin was warping before.
That's all it is. No suicide necessary, no retribution necessary, just a slightly better understanding of all the lights travelling past your eyes...
What I do to manage (not necessarily "treat") Limerence (oxytocin addiction) and obsession with my "Limerent Object" (surrogate/doll used in times of drought to inflate supply) is I repeat the following mantra every day or every other day:
"You know, I really loved her, I cared about her, part of me would like to be with her again but you know what I'm glad we broke up - there were too many problems, I'm better than that relationship it's just not.. it's not for me, we're better off apart."
I do this and I repeat it frankly whether I like it or not, because this woman to me is what pre-empted my religion which canonically speaking provides for the salvation of my very soul. It's that bad, or I am that retarded.
And so I've not had to come up with any of this stuff because other people have done it, gone through it and taught it. The mantra I stole off of Apex was just him paraphrasing what a healthier, more normal properly adjusted man would say and I stole his homework. To try to be this thing with a good mental depth, or a good mental resilience.
Otherwise I'd be like the overt example that is Will Smith: I could maintain a good build and accrue a fuckin lottery money and still not keep a woman who treats me with respect, because mentally you have to get yourself arranged. Women flex mainly on looks but men don't - they flex on things like mental stability. "Maxxing" is mainly just initiation/pick-up game which is fine for a day but my problems behaviorally show up deeply enough by week 3/4 and it stops anything meaningful.
Sorry to delve personally into my own case or provide an essay but I thought it might give you some understanding. Go back to "Norf fc lads" and all that shite now, yes I'm a retard, I've enjoyed your company while being a retard. You can do better anon. I'm just glad to be here.