/late/ - Late Nights

fix the radio, anon!

Garry's Mod. Shit's addictive, even though I'm on a shitty laptop so it crashes often.

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>>2025 (OP) 
I've been playing Return to Castle Wolfenstein, the environment and art is pretty good, I like old games...

>>3169
Been there. Spent less than $100 over a year or two but the time sink was insane. It started cutting into work and family and I was grinding battles while driving - had to pull the plug.

>>3177
Well I caved and installed counterside. Mixed feelings about it so far but it does seem to be what I'm looking for, with my coplaints mainly being things inherent to gacha. Plus I've head its one of the most free to play riendly gachas, and I don't think I'll mind grinding it out with out relying on rare units. Time will tell though, might drop it still.

I'm thinking about getting back into SNES games again. I used to play a lot of them on my laptop in high school but kind of stopped over time. Last thing I played was Chrono Trigger. If anyone has any obscure SNES RPGs worth suggesting I'm all ears :)

>>3159
Well, I would guess people call it a blackhole because it's a very gated platform and many projects which would've just whipped up a quick phpbb accessible by anybody at the very least in the past now hide everything they produce behind Discord. Sorry if I sounded too harsh with my complaints about it.

>>3161
>different colored roles, so we all know who has the biggest e-dick. As many kinds 
>of retards as they have pronouns with Discord.

I agree with that a lot, I hate the discord culture but I wanted to do something there since it's an active place and for its convenience, but you're right. It sucks.

>>Why not just stay on the Internets (ie, places like here on the Webring)?

Because I thought those places were dead, most of the image boards i used to visit are gone, so I figured the only way to find like-minded people now would be through discord, which isn’t easy of course since everyone there seems to have a huge ego and obsession over their roles and stupid drama.

But I think I'm just not searching enough, I will stick to trashcan and other image boards that are still alive.

Thanks for all the information, tho.

>>3171
I understand the harsh, it was kinda rude of me to post it here too (already closed the link) 

And you're pointing out something real, things that were once open and reachable have gone locked away in servers and private chats so Discord isn't really a good idea if you want to build anything.

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http://toastytech.com/ is one of the first sites I remember visiting that are still up. I'm not sure how I found it, maybe I was googling around for different computer-related topics since I was heavily into that, but I loved the GUI gallery and IE is Evil. Also Mars War is a pretty nice Doom wad. It even got me into Firefox before the other nerds at school did.

It still sees an update roughly once or twice a year, but it's usually just a small addition to IE is Evil's rant page. Part of me hoped that he'd keep the GUI gallery up to date with different X11 WMs and Wayland compositors, but I guess he's busy with life these days. Or just tired of maintaining a decades-old personal site, in an era when personal sites barely exist outside of teenagers making stereotypical gif-laden "old web" pages on Neocities.

Pic used to be what the rant page looked like back in the early-mid 00s. He's since toned it down, but he's kept the yellow text and Doom texture background to make it hard to read on purpose.

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>>3174
>Thanks for all the information, tho.
You're very welcome, Mate! What kind of turned things around for me personally was just this realization:
Be the future you want to see!

Everything else pretty much flowed out of that one personal determination. Good luck with your search.

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>>3164
>not data hoarding is a real danger!
FTFY, Mate. If there's anything we've learned about the behavior of the Globohomo kikes over these past few years, it's that George Orwell was an optimist!  :D

Don't be a victim of memory-hole'g. Defend yourself today!

hey, whats going on tonight?

>>3186
Updating my little /late/ directory at late.mom

I'm sorry to sound like a total and complete newfag but what exactly is this board? Is this like a more philosophical and melancholic version of /comfy/? Like the thoughts that enter your head as you experience a rainy day?

>>3194
That sounds about right. Slower pace overall. I only pop in when I can't sleep, it's 5am and I gave up - started the coffee pot.

>>3151 (OP) 
Sometimes we meet that someone who lights that spark in us but seldom do we end up with them. Trust me Anons, comparing everyone to that initial spark will make you miserable and alone. You Will never find someone else who will spark you as intensely, but you will find someone who will spark you just enough to remind you of the sensation, make sure yo
u give those who do a genuine try and put in the effort.

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>>3182
Good post

I did find "the one" and the issue is I was also her "one". But for a number of reasons, she wasn't the mother I wanted to give my children. So pure and dignified. If it wasn't for the kids I would've thrown myself at her feet with no hesitation, but I had to make it clear there was no future for 'us'.
I wanted to rip it like a band aid so I just vanished and cut all ties but knowing her Im pretty sure I caused irreparable damage to someone who was already vulnerable. Fuck. It fucking sucks. She didn't deserve it and I know being rejected from the one you think is meant for you probably messed her up. Fuuuuuuck.
Hope she'll move on and God forgives me, because I don't think Ill be able to live with this shit on my conscience. I can't let feelings distract or slow me, I have to think about what's best for my children and work to reach it.

Do not look for love.
Seek a harmonious household and when you finally build one love will spontaneously bloom. We were created to desire the other sex and want to procreate, as Anon said it is only a feeling intended to nudge us in the right direction. Raising a family is one of the best things anyone can do, it is not only the most sincere expression of love but also the realization of its true purpouse.

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>>3151 (OP) 
i've never felt love it's basically an alien concept to me. noir is a great anime though.

>>3183

that’s a reduction of love to biology and duty, half-truth dressed as wisdom.

love isn’t just a tool to build a household, it’s a force that shatters illusions and awakens the soul.

to say “don’t look for love” is to tell a seed not to reach for the sun.

and no, we weren’t just made to procreate.

life’s too short to settle for harmonious roles that keep the soul asleep.

seek love and ignore this empty anon.

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i never had a partner but there were moments where i knew i could be with someone if i tried to have a deeper connection with certain people, but im too familiar with being alone and miserable so in those moments i pretend to be clueless and let it pass by because im too chicken shit scared of the kind of change in my life it would introduce and i think i would be a terrible partner myself

>>3083
Ayy fellow Marzi user
>>3160
Rotting Angels is where the 420 crowd is

whisperchan

https://gikopoipoi.net/?areaid=for
is kinda cool, sometimes

>>3187
Link?

>>3191
NTA but I guess
ssh whisper.onthewifi.com

Sorry to hear that, it's tough losing one fo the family for sure. We just lost our dog and the house is so different without the goober calling the shots.

>>3104
>like a parrot, though a hatchling now would probably outlive me.
When my grandma passed, we had to find a home for one. Cool pets but very noisy and messy!

Mine died a month ago. It didn't come unexpected but I still can basically think of nothing else. The death was very sudden.

It hurts like a bitch

Yeah, it does.

>>3136
All life ends. May you find peace.

>>3156
Well he certainly won't find peace that way. God condemns unrepented-of murder. Simple as.
>"It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God."

>>3157
Your god is wrong. Mine allows me to recognize his call and withdraw from life honorably.

>>3162
Lol. There are no versions of the truth, friend.  :^)

>>3167
Sorry I don't like your the variation of the truth :(

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When I nightwalk and crawl inside the old buildings around, I get a lot of spider webs in my face. It's like a spiderweb bukake and I hate that >(

>>1149 (OP) 
I'm stuck in the web

I just don't know anymore... I just don't know. Until inspiration strikes, I shall sip my tea and ponder why my nights are troubled. I do wish I lived in a safer town, I miss the 3 am walks - wonderful for clearing my head. The forums and IBs will have to suffice for now.

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>>3163
Heh, what's a little gaslighting amongst frens, amirite?  :D

Just remember ((( who ))) has done this to us all, Anons.