/late/ - Late Nights

>>3755
>i hope youve enjoyed the latestation, anons. please, keep enjoying it!!
Neither of those Anons. I very much have! Some of the stuff is a little too wonky for me, but most of it I like. You even have a few of some of my favorite songs!

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>>3639
Don't worry, I'm alive. Sorry was dealing with some PC issues (fuck win11)

I'd kind of like the radio back too.

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>>1602 (OP) 
I have a dream of escaping web3 and big tech, and modern civilization one way or another.

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I have more fun, watching others have fun, than to have fun myself. A real life gondola is me.

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>>3590
>I have more fun, watching others have fun, than to have fun myself.

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The night keeps me going. The deep dark and dead quiet is welcoming and understanding. If I could never be awake when the sun's up and still be somewhat compatible with the outside world like doctor visits and grocery shopping I would.

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Still here, watching anime every weekend together with some anons really helps me keep going.
This has been going for a decade now...
I'm glad that some remain faithful in getting together every week till now, it's kinda funny.

>>3757 (OP) 
>Why aren't you sleeping tonight?
too fucking hot, fuck summer in the southern hemisphere

>>3783
true, though it is winter right now

posting

>>3796
Hello, Anon.

>>3783
What are you doing to keep cool? I guess if it's hot enough there really isn't much you can do if you don't have access to a good cooling system.

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>>3151 (OP) 
>Have you ever encountered love
I guess I have.
>real and genuine
Oh. Then no. Unless you mean my mother loved me. Probably the only one who ever truly has.

>>3182
Not my experience, my first love turned to scorn and my 2nd, and current burns brighter in different ways. I've connected with her physically better than anyone before. But I myself am still in a bit of shock from the loss of my first relationship, it lasted 6 years and felt like a divorce when it ended, it was longer than my parents own marriage. I want to give my current love what she deserves but a part of me still wants to be alone, I'm not sure I'm ready, so in the meantime I'll just treat her well and do my best to take care of myself. 
I haven't connected with her mentally like I probably should, there's still a part of me that's afraid of getting too close after the last time.

>>3202
Anon, I'm unsure if you've tried this yet so forgive me if it's redundant. But it sounds like you still love her and want to save your marriage if she's willing. Protect yourself first, prepare for having to leave before making this ultimatum to her. But once you're ready you have to, it's not healthy for you, her, or the kids to be dysfunctional for years more. 
When you're ready, if I were you, I would ask her point blank, "What is wrong, why aren't you present with me? Is it something I can help with or change? Is it something you need support with and I can help you change? Is it something I did and need to work on? Is it some combination of any of these reasons? I want to make this work and will put in the work and love you if you still love me, but I won't stick around if you don't want to walk the path of life with me anymore."
She may genuinely just need the shock of reality to jar her from whatever her haze is, and you putting the situation to words might help, or it won't, either way there will be no more uncomfortable silence. Be brave anon, and godspeed!

>>3151 (OP) 
I did a few years back near the end of highschool. First person i cared about more than myself and god was i in love with her. We hung out almost every weekend for about a year and it was some of the most fun i'd had up to that point. Too bad i was a piece of shit in that period of my life and made her hate me. The whole thing made me learn and grow a lot and if i could re-experience it all again i would.

>>3546
>Probably the only one who ever truly has.
Pretty sure that God loves you anon.

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>>1551
But wouldn't hologram-based election fraud be considered a holohoax?

>>3785
kek'd ngl.

>>1393
If you're still here anon, thanks for posting that duet video. Cheers.

I'm thinking of giving Enterprise another run through. I didn't appreciate it at launch, the but the slower pace spoke to me when I picked it up a decade later.  About time for another watch. 

Voyager got me through community college - good memories there but probably won't go back for another visit. I mostly passed on DS9 - I was still rounding out TNG reruns and following Voyager... didn't have time for it. 

First Contact was pretty good, and I did watch Nemesis in the theater. 

TOS was my dad's era and not my jam.

I consider Star Trek a guilty pleasure. I like TOS a lot and am working my way through TNG now, I like it less. Overall I'd say it rarely lives up to it's potential due to the writers lack of theory of mind. Nearly all the aliens think exactly like humans, which is just boring. The closest they get consistently to real alien psychology is the vulcans and rebooted klingons, though I do like the vulcans. And I detest the absurd morality it pushes; it's disconnected from reality.

>>3428
What if we're all AI generated?

>>3455
Or something even stranger https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boltzmann_brain

>>3456
I like this, because he's right, and if he's not you can't prove it.

Doesn't look real.

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I actually feel like there's some truth at the center of the prison planet hypothesis, although I'm not the type who thinks escaping is a lost cause or anything like that.

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>>3706
3/3

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>>3719
I'm playing Morrowind again lately. This game is fabulous.

>>3693
>Property/Garden gun
20 gauge is absolutely viable, with the right setup.
I think .410 handguns are a bit of a meme. I love my Circuit Judge to death though, and highly recommend it. It is made by Rossi, so there isn't the same concern about Taurus quality control. If you have 800 USD lying around, highly recommend getting one.

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Maybe I should just 3D print my own firearms. It's getting to the point where our own infrastructure is sketchy.

Also, there's an unofficial firearms registry already, I don't want to make it easier for them.

>>3693
>>3694
Those .410/45 Colt handguns are all rifled for legal compliance and pattern extremely poorly with most loads as a result.  Shot cups do not function correctly when spun and you end up with random pellet flinging.  The Judge etc., are universally worse patterning than any real shotgun while also not having comparable power to decent pistol rounds. Buckshot flies better from these meme guns, but Federal 4 pellet 000 buck is only flinging 210 grains at an optimistic 850 ft/s. That's giving you about 337 lbf of energy.  That's less energy than poor quality 9x19mm ball and it's less than half the energy of a spicy .357 magnum.

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Overcompensator 2000

>>3753
Lol, aptly-named.  :D