/late/ - Late Nights

>>2705 (OP) 
I've got a crew. The ship's been dashed upon the rocks and we may never be able to patch it back together again, but we keep in touch. Some more than others. I'm the others, but I've always been a bit of a rogue, and that's how I like it. I've got my own adventures to go on alone.

>>2705 (OP) 
I wished I had a close group of friends when I was younger, but at some point I realized I'm too much of a loner for that. It would be at odds with my most basic nature.

>>2718
>>2718
So understandable

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Anime reminds me too much of my teen years. Severely unwell, staying up late watching Adult Swim, emotionally living through cartoons on the screen. If I start to get invested in an anime I can feel my head getting teleported back to that time and it'll mess me up for days. I usually avoid watching any of it now. I'm a grown man with a wife, kids, a career. I have my shit together, but there's something hidden in me I don't really think or talk about that reacts strongly to it. I spent many years getting comfortable in my depression and can feel it calling me to revert back into a type of sadsack that's entirely below me now. Seeing the big, interwoven friendships in anime are the worst part. I always wanted a devoted group of friends when I was growing up and was too isolated to have it. I tried to pull people together, but I was always the "optional" member in those groups throughout gradeschool. By the time I became somebody people flock to, my life was moving too fast to fit in much of anybody outside of my family. I have a beautiful life now with very little to complain about. I'll have my oldest friend over to grill on occasion. I get meaning from mentoring young men who have no idea I'm even capable of feeling this way. I just can't watch Evangelion without feeling like I'm 14 again and nothing has changed.

>>2745
Interesting case. While I think all male souls have some tendencies in these directions, yours seems a bit extreme IMO. Shouldn't feel surprised though that you feel you 'have little time' now. Kinda obvious effect when you leave behind copious introspection in life.

Glad you've 'found your way' in life. Just don't forget your roots, and remember there's a God above. Cheers, Anon.  :)

>>1097 (OP) 
Greetings from the Tahuantinsuyo, I hope you get the Lemon Verbena flavor directly from Peru, as the export plastic Inca Kola doesn't taste nearly as good.

Try Lomo Saltado and Chicha Morada too.

>>2179
tegaki uses HTML5 Canvas. i assume you're connecting to here through Tor which i believe blocks Canvas by default because it can be exploited as a fingerprinting technique. that's why your tegaki is colorful vertical bars: whenever you see this glitch, it's because of Canvas being blocked. i wonder why. i hope someone smarter than me can explain it.

>>2741
I confirm it's due to canvas fingerprinting mitigation like Tor uses or if you use an add-on to block it.

>>2742
do you know what causes the colorful bands? why isn't it just black?

I've got the 3 .luks files. What else now ?
Also movie looks cool, will watch later.

okay vincent stop the spam we already got the message

>>2664
> I've got the 3 .luks files. What else now ?

Keep them for now and watch out for updates at the LIBERTY CANARY section on the first link OP posted:

https://cock.li/index.asc.txt

>>2664

And dont forget to seed.

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>>2664

And donate if you can.

>>1634
I just used the FL Studio piano roll when I was on Windows. Now I'm on Linux and trying to get used to LMMS, but that's pretty neutered. There are other programs like Rosegarden and Qtractor, but those on the other hand don't seem as straightforward. Furnace is a really nice tracker for chip music but unfortunately has no MIDI export option, which is a shame because it's simple to learn the basics of and features a pleasantly unobtrusive interface. I think it would be nice for more conventional forms of electronic music if it could export MIDI files to be used with a standard DAW. I haven't gotten around to digging into Renoise yet, but it feels cluttered to me in comparison.

basically all the mods from kombine-kegan https://combine-kegan.itch.io/

their mods have a cool old school nintendo look and the gameplay is more polished than the majority of AAA games

>>1634
>>1635
Hey anons, don't know if you ever figured out a solution but for General MIDI a nice option on Linux is MusE (different from MuseScore, which forked from MusE), there's a bit of initial setup with your soundfont and audio outputs but once you have that you can save a template to get up and running quickly. It can export straight to MIDI and has useful features like the ability to directly edit event lists.

>>1558 (OP) 

I have a huge map of WADs I collected over the years. What is a secure file sharing site I could upload it? Lots of total conversions as well, which are almost like its own thing instead of Doom. Ashes 2063 is amazing for example and probably my favorite.

>>2189
Thank for the recommendation. My dual-booting setup seems to be working pretty well right now, but I just installed it and will keep it in mind as another option.

wow not bad

What should I do for the next zine?

>>1277
I'm not sure, but where could I find the next few volumes?

>>1594
The future. They don't exist yet.

these are really cool!

>>2483 (OP) 
>I often wonder if there are extraterrestrials who are living or working on earth that either look close enough to us that it's hard to notice or are disguised as us? It's an interesting thing that i often think about in my free time, even since i was a kid. There was a guy in my town that lived close to me as a teen who was tall at around 7ft, super skinny and super white with white hair who just looked weird. It was pretty easy to notice him but the way he walked without swinging his arms and despite saying hi to him, he would not even look at us and just carry on walking made me and my friends think he was an alien or just had a problem since his eyes were far enough apart to fly a 737 in between.
There are actually rumors of that kind of thing going on and secret alien-human hybridization programs. It honestly wouldn't surprise me. I don't necessarily think the aliens are extraterrestrials though.

Well i imagine that they would have a weird accent and would eat weird foods. Would never be able to tell because you can't just walk up to people and say "hey, you do weird things and wear weird clothes so are you an alien?" Maybe they are among us but not like the average people would know, maybe not even the governments. Maybe just here to check how we are doing and run some science experiments.

>>2493
>would eat weird foods
I remember reading otherworldly entities can't eat leavened foods like a bunch of breads, also can't consume salt or at least quantities of it and i think can't digest unstructured water very well.

They're called jews

>FLEX LIKE DAVID ICKE
https://youtu.be/Fwrz0-dnZIA?si=RRpHJ9Wxfihbhkbs

>>2084 (OP) 
Mosquito netting?  Usually a window has a mesh screen on the outer window frame.  Wouldn't be too hard to rig up.

>>2085
yeah i think i'm gonna one of these mosquito nets that take the entire windows frame. I saw they're cheap on ali express

Cinnamon. Lurk more.

>>2085
Ive been systematically setting these up everytime I move somewhere, they work wonders

I feel weirdly optimistic.

realize that if it's indifferent it also means it never fucks you over intentionally and that other people with free will do

>>2071 (OP) 
>Is there any hope?
As long as there is free time there will be someone doing things for the love of it
Be scared of men with no free time as they are slaves to the most basic of needs

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>>2071 (OP) 
Clearly you don't know what the word indomitable means. Nothing is over, not by a long shot. Dehumanize yourself and face to bloodshed or go out with a whimper my friend. The final defeat is when you start to despair and never stop, don't give it to em. You're better than that

>>2071 (OP) 
> How to deal with the cold indifference of the universe
By doing what one wants
>Is there any hope?
Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it only prolongs the torments of man

Lurk. For more than two years.

I don't remember much from the early years, I rarely stopped in myself. But I always appreciated the slower pace and some of the crew were (and are!) pretty cool cats. I remember one of the members used to engage and ask questions - almost like a curious AI bot... surreal for the time because this was years ago.

>>2379
If only the AI we suffer through today were curious...

>>2373 (OP) 
I'm going to give you 3 truths and 1 lie. You must determine which is/are which.
This site is our 4th home. 
We even had our own site at one point. 
We made 2 issues of a Zine.
RIP Flint

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Hey buddy, I think you've got the wrong door, /tech/'s five boards down.