/late/ - Late Nights

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>>3718
>>3719
I'm playing Morrowind again lately. This game is fabulous.

>>3182
Not my experience, my first love turned to scorn and my 2nd, and current burns brighter in different ways. I've connected with her physically better than anyone before. But I myself am still in a bit of shock from the loss of my first relationship, it lasted 6 years and felt like a divorce when it ended, it was longer than my parents own marriage. I want to give my current love what she deserves but a part of me still wants to be alone, I'm not sure I'm ready, so in the meantime I'll just treat her well and do my best to take care of myself. 
I haven't connected with her mentally like I probably should, there's still a part of me that's afraid of getting too close after the last time.

>>3202
Anon, I'm unsure if you've tried this yet so forgive me if it's redundant. But it sounds like you still love her and want to save your marriage if she's willing. Protect yourself first, prepare for having to leave before making this ultimatum to her. But once you're ready you have to, it's not healthy for you, her, or the kids to be dysfunctional for years more. 
When you're ready, if I were you, I would ask her point blank, "What is wrong, why aren't you present with me? Is it something I can help with or change? Is it something you need support with and I can help you change? Is it something I did and need to work on? Is it some combination of any of these reasons? I want to make this work and will put in the work and love you if you still love me, but I won't stick around if you don't want to walk the path of life with me anymore."
She may genuinely just need the shock of reality to jar her from whatever her haze is, and you putting the situation to words might help, or it won't, either way there will be no more uncomfortable silence. Be brave anon, and godspeed!

>>3151 (OP) 
I did a few years back near the end of highschool. First person i cared about more than myself and god was i in love with her. We hung out almost every weekend for about a year and it was some of the most fun i'd had up to that point. Too bad i was a piece of shit in that period of my life and made her hate me. The whole thing made me learn and grow a lot and if i could re-experience it all again i would.

>>3546
>Probably the only one who ever truly has.
Pretty sure that God loves you anon.

>>3151 (OP) 
In terms of romantic love, I've had a few painful crushes that never went anywhere.

Doesn't look real.

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I actually feel like there's some truth at the center of the prison planet hypothesis, although I'm not the type who thinks escaping is a lost cause or anything like that.

It was da jooz!

always is

meh

>>3693
>Property/Garden gun
20 gauge is absolutely viable, with the right setup.
I think .410 handguns are a bit of a meme. I love my Circuit Judge to death though, and highly recommend it. It is made by Rossi, so there isn't the same concern about Taurus quality control. If you have 800 USD lying around, highly recommend getting one.

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Maybe I should just 3D print my own firearms. It's getting to the point where our own infrastructure is sketchy.

Also, there's an unofficial firearms registry already, I don't want to make it easier for them.

>>3693
>>3694
Those .410/45 Colt handguns are all rifled for legal compliance and pattern extremely poorly with most loads as a result.  Shot cups do not function correctly when spun and you end up with random pellet flinging.  The Judge etc., are universally worse patterning than any real shotgun while also not having comparable power to decent pistol rounds. Buckshot flies better from these meme guns, but Federal 4 pellet 000 buck is only flinging 210 grains at an optimistic 850 ft/s. That's giving you about 337 lbf of energy.  That's less energy than poor quality 9x19mm ball and it's less than half the energy of a spicy .357 magnum.

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Overcompensator 2000

>>3753
Lol, aptly-named.  :D

>>3668

This was on the island of Saint Croix. 

Nah, none of them were anywhere from a place like this. We're contractors, so we travel around a bit, but I doubt any of them had seen anything like that in their lives. 

At least, not all of them.

>>3712
Check out water spouts

Working midnights made me forget that 10 pm is late for normal people. I fucking hate my job.

>>3747
What is your job, Anon? I worked midnights for nearly a year, and it about killed me. Had to give that up.

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No one is willing to do the needful of walking away from big tech and degoogling (plus deamazoning, demicrosofting...) their lives. But all other video hosts are either terrible in UI, slow as molasses, overloaded with politislop and "freeze peach" scummy scams (looking at you, gab and minds), or in most cases all three.

Maybe it's time for the ultra-rare few who do care, to go back to pre-pootube Internet of web2 and web1, and even earlier. If you can live without your let's plays, amateur true crime documentaries, lore icebergs, vtubers and other goonerbaiters of lonely losers into "donating/superchatting/tier3subbing" to thots who hate their audience, and so on.

>>3099 (OP) 
my younger cat died around may, i got them to give my first one company, it was hard to see them go, but the first one is still there and I need to be there too.

I have to take this moment to tell everyone, please anons if you have a kitty and you notice any strange change in behavior, even if it minor, even if it's kitty becoming more grumble-some, or if you notice them walking a bit funny, PLEASE take then to the vet immediately. Because when whatever manifests, it's going to be too late and it'll happen to quick for you to do anything about it.

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More passed on yitty yat photos. A tribute to my sister. She lived into her 20s in the early 2020s until a few years ago. She kept me sane at so many moments and was my best friend, miss you girl.

>>3742
Thanks for sharing these, Anon. She was a pretty kot.

>>3742
She had nice eyes.

>>3667 (OP) 
>Anon is discovering that the culture of mankind is declining
What rock have you been living under? I need it.
But to answer your question, the Enemy has done a great job of dumbing down the populace through a combination of making people too exhausted to think, and then supplying the slop they consume (because it doesn't require them to think.
It's the same reason why a guy who never works might read The Republic, while the working joe chooses to watch Family Guy.

I wasn't looking forward to fall or winter last year, and I'm definitely not looking forward to it this year. I really dislike the climate I live in.

poorfag so can't heat my house, gotta put hot water bottles in my sleeping bag to sleep

>>2501
solid advice anon

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Last year, again, I was bushcrafting much more in the winter for some reasons.
Had a period when I was going out with someone every week in the winter, sometimes doing drugs, sometimes just enjoying the detachement from the world of people hidden in their warm homes, far away from our forest

>>1102 (OP) 
Reviving the thread for the new year; I wish winter would hurry up. Right now we have that miserable late fall cold where I live. Still dead leaves everywhere, miserable grey skies, and bitter wind, but no snow, quiet mornings, or other winter fun yet. The worst of both seasons.

>>3688
I've already had snow here but it melted and now we've got a late Indian summer. Really sucks being so hot this late.

Isn't it easier to just kick 'em out? I mean, BO's gonna have to moderate this cancer, and it usually spreads despite quarantines. If someone wants to do the /r9k/ thing there are already dedicated boards.

>>3657
>What cancer?
E.g. >>3657

>>3652
While we are on the subject of meta topics, I'd like to ask the BO why my thread on home medicine/apothecary was deleted. Did it break a rule? It can't really be off-topic since /late/ has many hobby threads. Just curious. Maybe I failed to meet some sort of culture test. I have been across many image boards so there may have been some etiquette I missed.

>>3646 (OP) 
>nor kvetcher berks gayly shitting
I'm pretty sure half of these aren't even real words

>>3649 (OP) 
correcting: clearly has no empathy for anyone*

because you will is weak. mediate, gather your strength and move on. otherwise you will suffer their abuse forever.

>>3659
it is very weak, unfortunately. it's something I'm trying to change, after all those years it's hard but I can't stay another year doing this.

>>3661
i'm sure you will succeed