>>11156
Did i have any progress this week? to be fair it was practically a relapse week, downloaded tutorials but put them at hold for no reason; interesting things did habben:
>Day 8: Went to a family BBQ party, then after it got berry suddenly invited to a drinking sitdown with some old friends with berry common goals after years of no contact, closely related to the man that made me realize i need to step it up in envy. Seems they do not care that much to share insights without prompt, despite being relatively successful they lost a considerably bit of their motivations and goal sight. Found that i particularly enjoy a much more comfortable position in terms of economy and lifestyle than them despite my lack of job, mostly due to min-maxing my daily resources in previous months. Surprised at this, hope this doesn't demotivate.
<Day 9: Went with past weekend's frens to talk but i am noticing slight discomfort among us as a big group, seems some backhanded deals and attitudes are making us suspicious towards one another, then our smaller group went to eat and drink.
>Day 10-12: Overslept, ate and did nothing but see videos and an old comedy series plus video game. What am i doing.
<Day 13: Pizza day, did some minimal laundry, checked stuff. Overall an upbeat day.
>Day 14: Bad luck day traditionally, the less i interact with the outside world the better, did nothing but see a couple of movies, video game and eat leafover 'zza but some misunderstandings are habbening over fren chats that make me feel uneasy. What will habben?
<Day 15: Went to greet some street buddies i haven't seen in a while, hanged out and got invited to eat.
And had to habben, the party that talking weekend frens were planning had severe failures in communication and coupled with trying to say stuff with indirect taunts rather than trying to talk about it led to a silly phonecall standoff with myself as co-protagonist telling them to squawk off, i am probably at a point of no return and tomorrow (today) is supposed to be the weekly sitdown so either i expose the situation at the request of the curious onlookers who didn't attend yesterday, go to the sitdown to bash skulls on the sidewalk or do a no-show.